I started to sorta finger myself again
I started to sorta finger myself again
In the bathtub alone
Thinkin of you
Imaginin there were your fingers
Gently rubbin my clit slowly goin
Up and down mmmm....
Then I stopped
It was still awkward....
I sigh, shakin my head
I told myself I still don't think
I'm not doin it right
But I was so hot at the moment
You weren't in the bathroom
Not touchin me
Not feelin me up
So I just let it go...
I stopped fingerin myself
Cos there's no point in these
Situations I'm alone my skin
Is achin for softer kisses, a tender
Massage...my nipples are hard enough
I wish you were there starin at my
Body and wanted to touch me....
I felt kinda alone
I sorta finger myself
But then it was like, "okay, I can't do this"
I've tried....masturbation wasn't really my
Thing.... I stopped
Cos the awkwardness lingered and plus
My frustration has built up a thousand
Walls there's nobody to break them down
I gave up playin myself for now
Even though
I'm a virgin
I still have the urgency for a man who is
Willin to caress my flesh...
I miss a man's touch
I miss a man's tongue
I miss playin, suckin a dick....
I miss all of that
At this second,
I look at my hairy pussy
And breathe...I so desperately want this
It doesn't make sense
I want you and you're not around
It makes me sad....sounds crazy
But You are my total desire...
My delicious cravin....
Oh well, I just can't always get what I want....
I did sorta finger myself
But it's better for you to rest your palm
Upon my pussy...hope you understand
My pain...am I little crazy mess up kind
Of woman who is in her own horniness?
And thinks masturbation is awkward
I know I'm not alone somebody is in the shoes too...
Cos I sorta finger myself
And it wasn't workin
I didn't cum....
I don't even try
Anxiety got in the way
So I was like it's whatever
I'm gonna have to keep waitin for you
To sex me...
I'm gonna have to keep inkin my sexual escapades
Til there are all gone...
Writin erotic is My copin....
Yet, I'll always think of you....
I started to finger myself again
And nothin happened...
Just a sigh....💔
© Kai C. 4/26/15